i feel fine when the stars align,
i feel fine when my body's warm.
you feel fine all the time.
it fucking feels cold.
it's just the kids these days--
they make me feel so old.
i don't feel comfortable in my own skin.
i think the best is only over.
the night is slowly closing in,
and i'm staring at my thighs.
you watch an episode and nothing more,
i think i'd rather not be sober.
i feel fine when i'm walking home.
the cold waits til i get inside.
but i can't tell the difference.
i hate you for this.
it feels like yesterday,
you were closing up my blinds,
you didn't want the world to see you
in my bed and sleeping past morning.
it's hard enough to say
i'm taking care of myself
when i'd give the world for nothing more
than a call, just telling me you're still the same.
you collect,
when i grind my teeth,
when it's hard to breathe
you collect,
when i watch the time,
when you're on my mind
you collect,
when i see your name,
when i blame the pain,
you collect.
i'm no good so i'll let everyone else do the talking abt how great this album is bc i have more important things to talk abt like that it was recorded in my hometown!! i was walkin around a stupid little ten-year-old and they were in the stu makin this album less than a mile from my house!! what!!!!! Elizabeth
one of the best and most excellent midwest emo record there is! amazingly well mixed for midwest emo. waterbed from this record compared to their mv version proves how important a good mix is, because suddenly this song sounds a lot more raw yet well produced in here. singaporecentralemo
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